I've been trying to do this, deleting a significant part of my memory and throwing it out of my recycle bin. In that way, it will never come back to you. No more nightmares, the wrong connotation of kilig effect, the irregular beat of my heart, the bad composure, nor the sweaty nose. I'm really getting infuriated of the person's existence, of why the hell do I need to be teased because of him. I'm already in my final year in high school! :| TSSSS...
I'm trying to encapsulate my thoughts right now but it seems to be not working. :( I'm disappointed because I always believe in teachers, whatever they say are right. And since he had a certain expectation of me from his line "Tingin ko, matalino naman sya." It probably means that he has this presumption of what I am able to do in his class. :( It's really sad that I'm turning down the other teachers because of the quiz wherein it wasn't really that hard since I'm pretty sure they'll be making chitchats d. I think it was because of time pressure and the long gaps of our class schedule. :( I knew that I studied the week before, in order not to cram on that day, 'cause that's how much the subject matters to me. I believe that it is going to determine where am I good at for college. :(
Anyway, I'll try my worn out best not to be preoccupied nor disturbed by some uncontrollable factors. And btw, I should be doing a lot of stuffs right now. :)) HAHA. -a very studious and diligent student turned down her teachers. :(
HEY INSPIRATION/whatever I'm supposed to call you, STOP BUGGING ME.I'm trying to delete you from my system.
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