Instagram!

Since my parents gave me a new #iPad 4, I now have an Instagram account (saying goodbye to my BlackBerry's picmix! Haha):

Outfit Posts (October)

HI everyone! I'm no fashion blogger but I'd just like to keep an archive of my outfit posts. I ♥ dressing up even if I don't have much budget for high-end clothes but I aim to save money for my one time splurge in shopping at online stores, ZARA, Topshop, Forever 21, Cotton On, and soon Uniqlo! Haha

Top: Girl After Class (Please don't forget to LIKE them on FB!)

Shorts: ZARA Trafaluc

Sandals/Slippers: Havaianas

Cardigan: Terranova

Top: Forever 21

Skorts: Forever 21

Hangin' out at Jamba Juice! ♥ New love!

Top: ZARA

Leather Shorts: Topshop

Sorry, I'm so in a hurry that I can't rotate the photos anymore. Thought Blogger could do the work. 

Pictures are taken from my BlackBerry. Yes, I'm a BB user, hehe. So no Instagram as of now! =)) When I get my iPad 4! 

BTW, I'm so happy that this semester I was a dean's lister. HOYEAH!:)

Something Always Brings Me Back to You

...it never takes too long. No matter what I say or do. I still feel you 'til the moment I'm gone. (Gravity, Sara Bareilles)

If you're reading this, you might have noticed that this blog (like I always say) is directed to a person/group of people/feelings and some online shopping ranting. But this time, I'm directing it to this person again. 

It's fancy when someone asks you "How are you?," amidst the busy and fast paced life I have right now, school had been taking so much of my time. (And so far, my grades are great! I just hope it will stay like this until the final period 'til I get The New iPad. Teehee) I do not know if it's because he was the one who asked me. Or maybe, anyway can ask me the same question but has no impact. 

It was me who initiated the conversation, I had to ask about this box I handed to him. Yes, I said handed and not gifted or gave, or whatever sounds the same to your ears. Well, we have a homework in Philippine Literature that we have to write our memoir in the form of a short story... My goodness, we were Pharmacy students after all, why do we even have to try writing our own memoir? It has to be filled with symbolism, allusions, prose allegory, and things like that. Supposedly, I only had one question to ask, "How's the box? Is it still with you? How does it look like now?" That one question, led us to some emotional and tough Q&A. He's still the same, he acts as if he's emotional then goofs around in the end and would not reply. 

The problem is, every time I make kwento  about it and him. I get lost. My blog is trapped. I guess there's no ending. For now...

So toodles, must finish this short story before Thursday.

 

 

Gravity.

...The gravity that ballasts me in space. 

- To the Man I Married by Angela Manalang Gloria

I'm already in my junior year for the course BS Pharmacy. Last summer, led me to become a very busyyyy beee. I had 2 kinds of internship, one was the minor hospital internship then I went straight to my major internship, still choosing hospital internship than community or manufacturing (even if I haven't tried it). 'Til now, I'm still not done with my majorship. Then, towards the last days of May and 1st days of June, I was designing a new line for our online shop, DolcespressivoShoppe. It used to be the home of my sister and I's pre-loved items only, where I even made catchy taglines, edited profiles, wrote editorial-ish introduction about or shop during summer along with the latest collection we'll be launching tmrw, 06.27.12 at 9PM HERE. Here's the sneak peek photo for it, special thanks to our model Yna Mendez from Girl After Class:

So what do you think of it? I was greatly inspired by my love for 2 awesome retail giants Forever21 and Topshop. I'm hoping for your support by liking our page okay? :) My sister and I have lots of plan for this thing, we just really lack the budget but stay tuned!


Anyway, the title speaks of the song from Sara Bareilles' Gravity: 
And the poem we have discussed in Phil. Lit class just today. Aside from my fave line which I think was from W.H. Auden's poem entitled, Funeral Blues, "And sets my north and south, my east and west."

I really get the blues and memories coming back again. I know I should be reading my Public Health handouts for a long quiz this Saturday. But I can't stop thinking how the past 3-4 years were, when I first met him. When I was first teased for someone having a crush on me WTF. :)) When I first felt the real emotions of being a teenager to a young adolescent. Oh IDK. I'm so happy with my Baby right now ♥. He even said while we were in school that "Buti na lang pinaasa ka niya, kung hindi, hindi ka magiging akin.:P" And yes indeed, everything happens for a reason. It was because I was destined for him, chos!-ang cheesy talaga ahhhh. I just don't understand why I need to feel hurt and a bit of pain knowing that I'm not even in a relationship, to begin with... It's unfair! Marami lang talaga yatang malalandi sa mundo. Sometimes I just can't help but open my Multiply account for everything that has happened when I was in my junior and senior year in HS.  I was labelled as "THE ONE." -for him? IDK. =)) It was awesome and worth it. But college is more worth it! :)) It's just like HS with more expensive books. :P And a lot harder! Just read the entire poem here and the video up there to see what I mean, haha! Too lazy to write everything about it. 

For fashion and stuff, yes I've had a few online buys again. Michael Kors sunnies, Topshop shorts, H&M cardigan... Whew thought I was banned by my sister from shopping online, HAHA. :))

And to you whom I think I first started dedicating my entries to, please stop contacting me anymore. Please, I'm begging you. Don't text, Viber, IM, chat, email, BBM, FB, whatever way you can contact me (no Twitter tho), even snail mail. And don't ask questions anymore whether where I am, what I'm doing, have I been there. I can only answer the most urgent questions with the approval of my Baby. :) Tama na yung nasagot kita kung may F21 gift cards sa SM The Block pero yung tanungin pa ko kung nasan ako, kung pupunta ba ako, kung nakapunta ba ako, kung nasan ako lalo na nung mga oras na iyon, TIGILAN MO NA AKO PLEASE LANG. 

Gossip Girl Thoughts...

Whew, what a lame title. =)) 

But anyway, there's more than than that which I'd like to blab about... When I was watching Gossip Girl's previous season there have quite a lot of lines that are worth-memorizing/remembering. (Haha, yes I intentionally memorized them to make this post, effort it is!) All the lines coming from Season 4. 

"College is just like high school with more expensive books."

 "I can wait even if forever long it takes."

"When we were still together, I'd do anything for you. You're all worth it for someone who can't quit a guest lecture job for the money." (This I'm not quite sure if I got it all right.) 

 The quote that strikes me the most would be the 3rd one... Yes, I was actually hoping you'd do something to stand up for me. Maybe quitting your job was the best option but a best plan B option would be to give me the assurance of waiting 'til I finish college, well at least my 4 year undergrad course. Or maybe it was just all a fling... From where I'm standing right now, IDK if everything before was real or surreal. Abstract or a dream. For all I know, I was real and ready to face everything... But then, you did nothing so I was just standing by and luckily, someone I really ♥ right now came into my life. And yes, I've been praying to God that I'd ♥ to marry him. Maybe have 2-3 kids, namely Kyle, Margaux, and David. We'll get rich, buy our parents homes, and build everybody nice sweaters and teach them how to dance, plus build a house on top of a mountain making everybody look likes ants... From way up there he and I, he and I.


And I promise to myself, this is the last time I'm going to ever talk about him... Of my HS past which involved him and that 1 big mistake I did. I'll put it all to drain down the sink, flush it in the toilet, or maybe dig a hole and bury all those memories 'til I die. Also, not to "stalk" him anymore...


As this I promised to B also, that never will he be included in a fight he's not worth making singit for. (What a term!)